Surface of Midnight

midnightsurface @ 2008-08-24T21:46:00

2008-08-25T03:47:35Z

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AHHHHH OMG

LEEHOM WANG WAS ON MY TV.

MY LIFE IS COMPLETE.

REALLY.

WO AI BEIJING! WO AI BEIJING~

Smacks forehead Could've had a V8

2008-08-12T11:16:48Z

So I was in Mexico and I was already on my way back when I decided to randomly take pictures. Except I didn't take many pictures because when I started, the cellphone died. Well, not really die, but you know when the battery is low and the cellphone gets all moody and is all "You can't take pictures because the battery is low" and I was like "WACHOU TALKIN BOUT WILLIS?!" And yeah so not many pictures.

Okay, so I was sleepy, tired, bored, hungry when we were going back and I was like "I WANT A DONUT!" So my mom wanted one too and we ended up stopping at S *star* Mart for food. I'm guessing the S stands for super or something.

I actually took that picture after I was leaving because I didn't get the idea until I was actually inside >_>

This place is always crowded. I actually hate going there. Mexican super markets tend to have everything really close together so everyone is always bumping into you and stuff. My mom was really overdressed for this XD Everyone else is in like jeans and a shirt and she's in like this long dress and stuff. I made fun of her a couple of times for it but she didn't let me take a picture. She was like, "Jenny is gonna laugh at me!"

So I went straight for these...

And omg I love those with the jelly in the middle. Actually I love donuts in general. Scratch that, I love food in general.

I saw all of this and I just had to take pictures for Jenny to show her all I expect from her.

Er, that piece of bread on top of the chocolate ones was my fault >_> I was fiddling with these bread thingies on top of them and it fell on it <_<

Okay Jenny, you don't have to make those because I don't like coconut. I just took a picture because I thought they looked cute like if they were wearing cute tutus :D

The ones at the bottom are so good ;_; Mmm strawberry filling.

Is this kind of bread Mexican style? I've never seen them around here o_O

Eating one of those right now :D And Jenny, I still want my cupcakes or cookies or whatever it is you're going to send me ^_^

We bought that. I said "Ooh that looks good mom" and she was like "Yeah, it does. We're taking it." She already had ordered cake to our house a few days ago but now we have another one. Yay cake.

Proof that I'm in Mexico! It's in spanish :D

FURTHER PROOF! It's Sabritas :D Also I danno what those things under them are but I just noticed that it says "Japoneses" as in Japanese o_O Now I'm curious.

So we were paying and I asked this woman to wave to the camera for my friends who would be seeing it later. Her name was Concepcion. She was embarrassed at first but then she did it after I bugged her a bit.

We had been standing there before we went to S Mart because we had to meet someone there. There's usually Mariachis in those places but there wasn't any today, but there was this man preaching about god who kept looking at me funny. Probably because I kept rolling my eyes and everytime he would turn to me, I would turn my back to him xD

After we left we were going to continue our journey home but my mom randomly decided that we were going to get me glasses after driving by this glasses-clinic-optic-place-thingy. I've been getting headaches and stuff and my vision is getting really blurry. I didn't want to but she ended up convincing me only because I convinced her to get hers too. I didn't take pictures of any of that because the phone started being mean soon after the last picture. I'll take more pictures on my next trip. There was this really random clown that walked by later and this crying man without a shirt also ran by at one point. I wish I had taken more pictures now xD It's funny that the things that stirred the pictures up was the food.

We spent about half an hour trying to cross back into the states because the stupid long lines and the security was really beefed up. There's army cars with giant turrets going around Juarez because of all the recent surge in violence. There's a lot of people dying because the narcs and the mexican mafia has declared war against the government basically. Anywho, that's it for today.

*goes to eat cake*

Juli - Zerrissen

2008-08-11T21:41:42Z

These pictures are cute and pretty and awwww. There's also that really pretty one where the person has the gun to her head and the head is blown off into butterflies or something.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hu8MzBarDGQ

It's a pretty german song.

Also, I was in Mexico for a while and today before I came back I decided I wanted a donut and yogurt so we went into S-MART and went into the bakery part of it and I thought of Jenny so I started taking pictures of the stuff there. I'll post the stuff up later.

The Olympics

2008-08-08T12:35:13Z

If you're Chinese, you should be so proud of your heritage right now. The Olympic opening ceremony is beautiful.

Goodbye Matt

2008-07-04T03:02:43Z

;_;

MATTTTTT

2008-06-29T20:09:50Z

rainwash is a genius

:D

Another icon showoff just to bug Jen.

LOOK JEN IT'S MATT!

Oh and the reason the Ninja thing comes out is because he has this lame/cute striped, ninja mask that he likes to wear.

Aw, Matt, how I love you. =D

Music Meme

2008-06-29T18:29:10Z

So I'm doing this because I have absolutely nothing else to do.

Open your iTunes (or comparable music library) and put the sucker on shuffle. Next, and now this is a doozy, WITHOUT cheating--ie, without saying, oh eff I hate that song why the fuck did I download that shit in the first place, NEXT-- let your shuffle dictate what theme songs are appropriate for the categories below:

Opening Credits: Camila - Solo Para ti
It's a love story folks! :O "Only For You"

Waking Up: Switchfoot - Dare You To Move
Er, um, what? You dare me to move when I'm barely getting up? YOU WANT ME TO STAY IN BED LONGER? YES? YES? :D

First Day At School: Bebe - Malo Malo
Um, "Bad, Bad" school is bad. Except this song is about domestic violence o_O But whatever!

Falling In Love: La Oreja de Van Gogh - Rosas
Okay, in this song the person is waiting for the guy to come back and she's like reminiscing and crying because he didn't. The guy left me and I had just barely fallen in love with home. What a jerk...

Fight Song: Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
K...

Breaking Up: Frou Frou - Hear Me Out
Awwwwww. "I join the queue on your answer phone and all I am is holding breath. Just pick up, I know you're there. Can't you hear? I'm not myself"
Awwwwww =(

Prom: Lorna - Papi Chulo
o_O Okay... no comment.

Life's Ok: Letters To Cleo - I Want You To Want Me
Yeah...

Mental Breakdown: The Cranberries - You and Me
Uh, okay, sure, why not? It seems that a certain person is causing me lots of trouble.

Driving: The Fray - How To Save a Life
Oh dear... I ran over someone.

Flashback: Shakira - Si Te Vas
"If You Leave" Okay that jerk is gonna ditch me and I'm going to take off and we'll never see each other again.

Getting Back Together: Avril Lavigne - I'm With You
"I'm standing on a bridge, I'm waiting in the dark, I thought that you'd be here by now."
D:< I better not wait long.

Wedding: Hoobastank - The Reason
Aw (Sort of) This would be a lot cuter if it wasn't so overplayed. Cute none the less.

Birth of a Child: Beethoven - Fur Elise
Er...what? Okay, first of all, I dunno who's having the child, but it aint me. We're doing it for Elise it seems.
OMG ELISA? SINGER? :O

Final Battle: Mandy Moore- Only Hope
o_O Who's hoping? And why does this survey like A Walk To Remember? That's the second song that comes out in that movie.

Death Scene: Belinda- Ni Freud Ni Tu Mama
Hehe, snarky to the very end.

Funeral Song: Linkin Park - Bleed It Out
Lol, someone's going to stab me to make sure there's no blood left? D: I danno. Morbid.

End Credits: Guadalupe Pineda- Ave Maria
Strange ending to a hardly religious life. Pretty song though. I can see it to rolling credits.
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Well that was that! Killed time and it was slightly amusing. I should sleep sometime soon...

Icon Showoff

2008-06-26T17:18:10Z

So I know I swore that I was never going to change my icon. But then I fell in love with Matt :3

MATTNI FTW

Credit to: von_icons and x_katethegreat

-_-

2008-06-13T08:47:15Z

I

Can't

Sleep

So freaking annoying.

Noir and I are strange...

2008-06-12T00:55:21Z

So Noir and I just spent the last 40 minutes talking about clothes and the following topics came up

- Sluts
-Gold diggers
-Creepy asian model decaying leg
-Ancient styles
-Asian head thingies really being music boxes that play Soulja Boy
-Me pretending to be half-asian at her wedding
-Getting a long braid to tell everyone that I'm a Chinese Born Mexican and I'm an expert at kung-fu
-Spanish Candle Dance
- Asian clothes > Spanish Clothes
-Being a Noble
-Undead Chinese Brides
-Giant flowers over heads = Emperor's Daughters
-Chinese Dances
-A little spanish boy bullfighting
-Noir wearing this thingy that on normal sized people would be like a vest but it's a full body dress for her
-Kristin Kreuk doesn't look half-asian according to Noir but I say she does.

So yeah, I'm officially half-asian because I say I am.

kk gotta go watch SYTYCD

Twinsies

2008-05-20T13:31:20Z

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TWINS :D

Just in case I don't get to talk to you tomorrow.

So much busyness...

<3333333

Survey

2008-05-15T22:09:58Z

1.
If you could be an animal, what would you be?
--Bird
--Snake
--Horse
--Fish
--Ant
--Cat
--Dog
--Bee
--Lion
--Bear
--Whale

A Bird. *swoooooosh*

Why would anyone want to be an ant?

2.

123 or 789?

789
Number cannibalism is funny

2.
If a Man asked you to pick one superhuman ability out of these choices, what would you pick?
--Invisibility
--Immortality
--Breath Underwater
--Fly
--Telekinesis
--Super-Strength
--Super-Stretch

TelekinesisYou can make your self fly with that and you can pick up heavy objects if your mind is strong enough annnnd you could move objects closer to you without you having to move. So... that cancels out Flying, Super Strength and the Stretchyness. I wouldn't like to live forever because it's too depressing and invisibility just doesn't appeal to me.

3.
How many licks does it take to get to the center of a lollipop?
Around 252!

I think... I remember reading that somewhere a few years ago.

4.
Blue Bear, or Purple Penguin?

Purple Penguin. Hands down.

5.
Hot or Cold?

Cold.I like 'Chilly' but I'd rather die frozen than in a fire... I don't like neither in extremeties.

6.
Up or Down?

Up.

7. You look up and see a UFO. What do you do...
--Wave at it
--Run Away
--Scream
--Shoot It
--Carry on with your day
--Stare at it
--Tell someone
--Fall Asleep

I'll wave at it then if it responded to me by moving closer I would scream and run away. Then I'd hide behind a bush and stare at it while calling Cindy on the phone who would probably tell me to shoot at it to see if it does something else.

8.
If you could go to a planet, which would it be?
--Stay on Earth.--Mercury
--Venus
--Mars
--Jupiter
--Saturn
--Uranus
--Neptune
--Pluto

Pluto, just to fight the power! IT IS STILL A PLANET IN MY BOOK 8D

9.
Will the Answer to this question be NO?

No.

10.
Rain or Sunshine?

Rain.

11. You can take 1 item with you on your camping trip.
What will it be?
--Gun
--Lighter
--Paper
--Knife
--Camera
--Pillow
--Blanket
--Matches

Uh... knife or lighter... can't decide. Probably knife.

12. Do you know how to answer this?

*gives a present to your left foot*

13.
Why Did you do it?

Your foot looked sad =(

Presents make people happy and feet should not be an exception.

14.
Ebony or Ivory?

Ebonivory!

15. ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ. Pick one...
--A
--B
--C
--D
--E
--F
--G
--H
--I
--J
--K
--L
--M
--N
--O
--P
--Q
--R
--S
--T
--U
--V
--W
--X
--Y
--Z

X marks the spot :D

16. You will be spared your life if you can do one of these things...which will you give a shot at?
--Eating 100 hotdogs?
--Swimming across the Atlantic?
--Staying Awake for a Month?
--Holding your breath for an hour?
--Digging to China?
--Wrestling a Bear?
--Jumping off the Grand Canyon...and living?
--Jumping in a Swarm of Locusts?
--Swimming through a pool of Leaches?
--Die?

Eating 100 hotdogs is too easy. Swimming is too much effort. Staying awake for a month would make me really delusional and it would probably be incredibly funny. I don't like the feeling of having to hold your breath. Digging to China sounds fun... I've always wondered what it would feel like to jump through a hole that went straight through the earth. Jumping off the grand canyon saounds fun. Locusts are scary. Swimming is too much effort and with leaches in the water doesn't make it any more attractive.

So... 100 hot dogs, Staying awak for a month, Digging to China or Cliff Jumping the Grand Canyon.

100 hot dogs plawcks.

17. There are 3 Doors, and one leads you home, the other 2 lead to the ends of the universe.
Which will you Pick?
--The one that says "Dont Pick Me"?
--The one that says "Home"?
--The one that says "Pick Me"?
--Stay where you are, because you are safe there anyways.

I've always been a sucker for mysteries so... I'd probably peek at "Pick Me" just to see what it was and then through "Home" to see that it wasn't false advertising but I'd go through "Don't Pick Me". The end of the universe is intriguing. Going home, not so much.
"

18. In order to survive 3 more days you need a small meal. There is nothing with you except your pet monkey... Do you fry up some monkey?

Mmmm monkey.

19. Pick one.

--Donkey
--That's cool
--Does it do it?
--100% Toxic
--I'm Hungry

I'm hungry

20.
Why is the sky Green?

Because your mom is so ugly it's barfing XD

21. You have one lifeline left, and you have to call somebody to help you.
Who do you call?
--God?
--George Bush?
--Michael Jackson?
--Will Smith?
--The Backstreet Boys?
--Snoop Dog?

Definitely God. Why would anyone call George Bush? You'd only call Michael if you wanted to be molested. Will Smith's voice annoys me so I would hang up on him if he answered. What would the Backstreet Boys do? Make out with each other? Snoop Dog would probably be my second choice after God.

22. The phone rings at midnight, and your afraid its a kidnapper, you answer the phone and scream because it's.....

LIDAR TRYING TO SCARE ME INTO NOT SAYING HI TO HER ANYMORE XD

23. You eat the Magic Muffin.
What now?

Booty back and forths.

24. Your Dead, and your walking into heaven when all of the sudden God gives you a choice...which do you decide?
--Stay in Heaven
--Go Back To Earth
--Sacrifice yourself to Hell so that all your friends and family are guaranteed a spot in Heaven?

I think I'd like to go back to the earth.

25. When you die and you go to Heaven, what would you like to hear God say if he is really there waiting for you?

Uh... I'd like for him to ask me the question to the one thing that would have made my life complete. Or something deep and meaningful.

Something like:

"Did you write what you wanted to write?"

"Were you happy?

"Wanna go again?"

Or the one he is more likely to ask

"Did you find him?"

25. This poll reminds me of my...

Friend Jess searching for the muffin man and screaming in horror at Cindy Lauper

DAMN IT!

2008-05-15T14:31:49Z

GAH! I HURT MY NECK D:

I can't turn to the right without it hurting like a rice bowl on my neck while Noir's foot is in it.

IT HURTS D:

DIANE WHAT DO I DO? I have a feeling saltines and water won't fix this

=(

The Grid

2008-04-29T03:14:01Z

Well peeople, I come to bring exciting news to the fellow nerds. There's a new type of internet moving in and it is called The Grid :O It's only being used by some sort of research company and it's supposed to be switched on this summer.

What makes this awesome? It's effing fast.

It runs connections of anywhere near 10gb-40gb per second. GIGABYTES PEOPLE! GIGABYTES! D:

You can download complete movies in seconds. Imagine what that will do for the MMORPGs? Faster data transfer! The possibilities are huge.

You know how people go "Eww, dial-up" right now? Well, next year, maybe, people will be going "Eww, cable?" or whatever type of internet most people use now.

Exciting, yes? :D

Edit: At the request of Chi, I will post a link.

http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/uk/science/article3689881.ece

NEWS

2008-04-10T13:58:43Z

So wow on the whole drama going on with the olympic torch. I just heard that there was a 32 person plot to kidnap the chinese torch carriers. My first thought was, "NOOO HANKY D:" and I just thought I should post this because Noir is such a fan. So if he like... doesn't appear one day you know what happened to him :3

And they were talking on TV about the magazine article that released telling everyone how much people make. It turned out Professional Food Eaters make 25k a year. That's not bad for being paid to eat. NEW CAREER PATH FOR US M'RIGHT JEN?!

Also... WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THOSE PEOPLE? The mormons who were taken out of the facility because of the 16 year old girl who reported being sexually abused. Apparently there was another 17 year old girl among that group that had already given birth to 3 children. Being 14 year old and pregnant is o_O The man who led the group is in jail but didn't he have 30 wives? Mormon polygamy is weird. It's sad that all those kids were taught that the outside world was going to hell and they were the only ones going to be saved. So they were taught to hate things they never experienced themselves. I also heard that they weren't allowed to watch TV or listen to the radio, they were allowed IPods but they would only play sermons in repeat :3

How sad

Edit 1: Did you guys see the thing about the girls who invited this other chick to their house and then they all proceeded to beat her up and make a video out of it just they could become famous on youtube? People are getting stupider...

Booo

2007-12-17T00:01:00Z

So as you all know (or should know) I've got a horrible fear of spiders. I got bitten by one yesterday and now I'm in pain because of the poison. All the left side of my body is in pain and I think the worst part is over. Burning eyes, body parts going numb, fever and stuff like that.

I won't go to the hospital because I hate hospitals. So don't even bother posting about it XD I'll try to get on and update you but if I go missing for a few days you know why!

Have fun

I Am Rhyme (Round 1 and 2) Me VS Jen

2007-12-09T08:30:26Z

Round 1
Me: Wink, Wink
Jen: Blink, Blink
Me: Sink, Sink
Jen: Kink, Kink
Me: Ice Skating Rink, Ice Skating Rink
Jen: You Are The Weakest Link, You Are The Weakest Link
Me: Your Coat Isn't Real Mink, Your Coat Isn't Real Mink
Jen: Your Underwear Is Pink, Your Underwear Is Pink

Me:...
Me: I got nothing
Jen: I WIN!

Round 2
Me: Slap, Slap
Jen: Clap, Clap
Me: Zap, Zap
Noir: Fap, Fap

Everyone: ROFL
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Winners
Round 1: Jen
Round 2: Noir

:D

2007-12-01T16:13:05Z

HAPPY FIRST OF DECEMBER!

The Death Dancers have been set loose as of last night.

<3

Must...Buy... walks all zombie like

2007-11-26T12:03:46Z

So I decided I am going to get my hands on some books by James Tiptree Jr. and the wonderful works of no other than Ray Bradbury of course.

I must get...

Bradbury Stories: 100 of His Most Celebrated Tales
Which sadly doesn't come with the short story 'The Crowd'. Causing me to search for...

The October Country
Ray Bradbury as well. This one comes with The Crowd and some other ones that don't come with the top book so... wooh!

Her Smoke Rose Up Forever
James Tiptree Jr. who I just discovered tonight :D Her stories seem interesting and I couldn't believe I hadn't heard of her. She seems to have quite the reputation as well.

Luckily they are all being sold by amazon.com hurray!

*cricket*

Fine, jerks. Don't hurray with me.

*cricket*

-_-

*cricket*

*Turns around and walks away mumbling*

Wow

2007-09-24T06:20:15Z

I just heard one of the most beautiful stories in my life. The fact that it was true and that I saw my aunt crying while she told it just made it so...wow. It was so sad and... I don't know. It ended with a quote written on a tombstone that she bought for him around 10 years later.

"Esta tumba guarda tu cuerpo, Dios tu alma y yo tus recuerdos"

Rest In Peace Lazaro.

Horror Movie at 12:30

2007-09-23T06:33:15Z

So Cindy and Paola decided to spend the night at my house and we all got our hands on a Horror Fest movie called "Wicked Little Things". The movie hasn't started and they're already all jumpy. I'm so messing with them for the rest of the night.

This should be fun :D

I Want To Pet Your Peeve

2007-09-17T22:40:35Z

This is my second installment of "What John Thinks" and in this segment we will be taking on Noir's topic on Pet Peeves. Let us start with the definition for those of you who don't know what a Pet Peeve is (Though there is only 3 people who read this and you all know what it is).

"A pet peeve (or pet hate) is a minor annoyance that can instill great frustration in an individual."

So, as I did some research to figure out where the "pet" part came from, I found out that the phrase was first printed back in 1911. Apparently the word "peeve" is a warp of the word "peevish" from the 14th century which meant ornery or ill-tempered (I love wikipedia). So I suppose the "pet" part was just added on with the times.

I consider myself a very patient and tolerant person but I have some things that irritate me so much. Like people who use "u" for "you" and other shortening of words like that. I think it's the writer in me that hates the slaughter of small words or something. People who can't spell don't annoy me... it's the people who know how but just refuse to do it. All the english teachers' work went to waste. I just hope that in the future the complete word "you" won't be forgotten. Ugh, imagine authors all around the world beginning to write books with the letter U replacing it. I would suicide instantly.

I think it all comes down to being patient and having self-control. If you can calm yourself down and think about how it's unreasonable for the spark of anger and annoyance to be set off inside, you'd be able to calm down. If you're a reasonable person that is. I know some people who would refuse to see any other point of view and would probably resort to lots of screaming and abuse. Though I don't think pet peeves should be confused with irrational hate which exists just like irrational fear. For example- I have an irrational hate for Elvis impersonators and Cindy has an irrational hate for the spanish singer Belinda. I don't hate Elvis himself and she doesn't have a problem with music. We just hate them. I think pet peeves are on a smaller scale but can be the cause of something big like chasing down a truck just because they cut you off while coming out of Movie Gallery. Pet Peeves are the cause of road rage most of the time (Right Cindy?). So pet peeves are small things that anyone can do that can set you off or at least irritate you. Irrational hate are usually a specific person, thing, place or things that a specific person can do. It's just hate.

I think my friend Denise's pet peeve is when people interrupt her. *thinks*

Anywho... I think that if people had a little more tolerance and were more understanding of others, we wouldn't have a lot of problems we have today. Like people wouldn't get ran off the road by an angered driver because that person was talking on the cellphone while driving. We wouldn't have wars if people would be more understanding.

And in conclusion there would be no reason for President Bush to exist. People's hate against him is very rational and The Dixie Chicks didn't deserve all the hate they got because of what they said. Country people are mean.

And that's pretty much it. I think.

OH! I also hate it when asian people write "AZN" for asian. WHAT THE HELL? AZN ISN'T AN ACRONYM FOR ANYTHING! Ugh, slang has always annoyed me. Seriously, this is to all the people who use slang out there to represent their country or their heritage, SPEAK CORRECTLY BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T IT ONLY BRINGS DOWN YOUR PEOPLE THAT MUCH MORE OR JUST FREAKING STAY QUIET. Period.

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What's your pet peeve?

Leave ideas for the next topic please.

The Fear You Won't Fall... SOMEWHERE NORMAL LIKE A SIDEWALK!

2007-09-14T11:08:13Z

Well this is my first post to the topics you suggested. I shall take on Jen's question about what I fear.

What do I fear? Well I fear very specific things.

1. I am scared to death by spiders; I'll scream like a woman if I see one.

2. I have a slight fear of heights... not enough to keep me from sky diving though.

3. I fear not becoming the person I need to become or the person I want to become.

4. I'm afraid I'll turn out to be like my father.

5. I'm afraid of doing something I'll regret and never being able to take it back or have a way to make up for it.

6. I have an odd fear of one day looking up at the sky and seeing a giant eyeball looking down on me. (Weird, I know... I'll explain later)

Though, I find fear itself irrational. When you think about it all as a bigger picture, fear doesn't make sense. You're going to die sooner or later... why waste time cowering in fear? I'm not saying you shouldn't fear, I'm saying you shouldn't let it take over your life. I've tried to make it a habit to expect the unexpected and then do the unexpected. I'm bad at keeping habits though. In my life you always kind of have to expect the unexpected anyways or else you'd be half scared to death every 10 seconds. Doing the unexpected is what I forget to do. I fear a lot less than I thought I would though.

Okay so about the eyeball in the sky... I always seem to think really big and this where this fear comes from. One day I came to realize that the universe was so big that anything could live out there. I know that this goes against the laws of physics but who is to say that our laws apply to everything, everyone and everywhere in the universe? So by my theory of relative reality there's a chance that there is a gigantic monster with tentacles, a skin color that has never before seen in our planet, scary eyeballs, "swimming" out in space. Imagine some weird creature floating out in space going planet to planet devouring them. So one day, if ever, this creature swims our direction and is right over our home planet, peering down at us who would be the size of termites (or even something of the molecular size) compared to that thing. I would freak out if a giant squishy eyeball (if it even has eyeballs) was moving around in the sky looking down at me. Irrational? Possibly. Weird? Very. Possible? I don't think it matters. Considering that if it does happen, we would all die a few seconds later and I wouldn't even get the chance to say, "I told you so!". Want me to trip you out a little? k. What if we were already gobbled up by this giant creature? Except he swallowed a whole bunch of galaxies and because of its size it takes a while to be digested. Right now we're probably falling down it's throat along with a bunch of other places in what we call our universe... but again- because of his size it would take a couple of hundred (thousand?) years for us to fall all the way to where his digestive juices lie. Wouldn't that be fun? For it to suddenly start raining acid from the outside of the universe. So if we were really inside the stomach of this monstrous thing... then what was the real universe like outside of the monster? Maybe the monster is floating inside another planet of another universe that was eaten by an even more gigantonormous monster. Why couldn't we just all have fallen down something normal like... off a couch or on a sidewalk. Not down the throat of a giant weird freakish monster!

It doesn't matter anyways because if we were, we can't prove it.

In the end, fear is irrational. No matter in what form. Fear is relative. Fear is there if you let it be there. If I wanted to, I could walk up to a spider and say, "Hey there ugly thing, I am not afraid of you! So skedaddle away and never come back, for I am mighty and I can squish you with my giant feet of DOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!"

I just choose not to =P
and it probably wouldn't listen anyways, leaving me to an empty threat >_>

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So now I will wait for someone to give me another topic to write about. Just leave a comment with your thoughts on this post and topic.

Also, after each post of these I'm going to leave you all with a question related to the topic that I want you to answer in your comment. Just for fun!

Question: Do you have an irrational fear? (If you do please specify)

Subject

2007-09-07T01:41:56Z

So... I know I haven't really posted about what is going on in my life lately and I'm probably not going to. I have too many things to worry about and a lot of them I can't tell all of you. The secret is too big. Sorry buddies <3 Though, today, I decided that from now on I was going to post about what people wanted me to talk about. So if any of you want to hear my thoughts on a certain subject, you just need to tell me what the subject is. I'll write a post on it as soon as I can.

I am NOT writing about things like... unicorns (Yes I'm looking at you Jen) and stuff like that. Give me serious subject please.

Just leave a comment with what you would like my next entry to be about and if I get multiple ideas then I'll just pick one and go with that one. Then you can leave your thoughts about the subject of that entry and in that comment leave an idea for the next subject.

<3 Come on people give me the good stuff.

Uh... thoughts

2007-08-30T21:55:52Z

I'm not sure if this will be my last post or not but it doesn't really matter anyways. It's not like many people read this anyways xD You all were great and stuff

Take care people.

I love you Katie, always will.